Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Wong Fu Productions

I tend to watch Asians on YouTube (I subscribe to mostly Asians or part Asians). Sure you might say they're white washed, but I don't know... they have their own identity~ not cause of their racial background or anything, but in their character and they have their own humor, albeit a little lame at times :P But dorky humor is the cutest kind :D

Here's a video for those who are currently going through a long distance relationship. For the most part, I think most of you who's in a 'LDR' can feel the happiness they feel once the people in this video are together again...



Link here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wtBk6Y5b-Nc&feature=related

I want that for myself... I'm beginning to feel the distance. And this next video, is so bittersweet, I do not wish for that to happen to myself or to anyone even... D:



Link here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tgx8wpr6-eY&fmt=18

and the second part is crucial to seeing the full effect.. :')


Link here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SDOz65cst24&NR=1

Isn't that just sad...?

The last few moments of the clip, she said something that really hit home "it didn't ache because he was gone, it ached because he couldn't tell her when he would come back, (HERE IT COMES, *THE* WORDS) all that distance and all that time apart would turn them into strangers again"

Check out Wong Fu Productions on YouTube, they're like this three pretty talented guys who made it big form YT after around half a decade ago :)

Monday, April 19, 2010

poetry




It's not all dirty, it's not all clean
It's so much more than it seems
Life was cold, harsh and mean
Filled with tears of broken dreams.

Reaped whatever it is I wished to find
At sixes and sevens that I may be
Never thought that life would ever be kind
For nothing can be so gracious with me

Throw it all out - throw it away
Nothing left to cry for - nothing left to say
Kept it it all in check - kept the emotions at bay
But enough is enough - let's end it today

- anis -


I realise this sounds kind of uhmmm moody and dark. lol. AKU STRESS laaah~! pasal the stupid coming of tests and then group assignments and shiiiittt~ end of year exams will be soon and such. I need a break. I was feeling so negative and pessimistic. I was about to go crazy when it dawned on me I should find a more creative outlet in which to channel this negativity... lol. Thus, the results are what you see up there. Hmmm...


Sunday, April 18, 2010

I feel...


... impeccably emo and single. WHY?

not a SINGLE call.
not a SINGLE text.
not even a SINGLE missed call.
not even a SINGLE chat session.
I have not heard a SINGLE thing from you since four days back.

Yep, I feel depressingly SINGLE. kthnxbai.




I guess he's busy with school work or something.... *sigh*

I ♥ you and I'm not complaining per se... I just wanted to get that out~ :( *huggles* I miss him badly.


Saturday, April 17, 2010

The second baby for April

These pictures are worth a thousand words and a lot of emotions x)

Her gifts:

we played truant for our class that morning~ and made sure she had fun x) the other two (Liana and Neeza) had to do their presentation so they didn't join us :(

Birthday girl in red :)
Lol. he was so into it :p we decided to decorate him XD


♥ ♥ I sure hope the birthday girl had oodles of fun! :D

Friday, April 16, 2010

How green pigs are made... XD


Little green pigs are made out of enjoyment and silliness! XD and a whole lot of clay and grown ups playing as little kiddies! :D


We had such fun~ laughing and joking around



So, alright, we're not just being extremely bored doing all this clay-making thing :p If you must know, we're making it to give as a gift for our friend :D So it all started with a girl named Fiqah mentioning to me in passing that she never had a birthday surprise that wasn't 'expected'... something like that, so I kinda picked up on it and decided to give her a nice birthday surprise!!! :D Her birthday was coming up pretty soon too~

Told our little group of friends and decided that it would be a nice thing to do :) So we decided to go shopping for her birthday presents earlier today. Macam rasa wah aku kan shopping sama everyone atuuu~ sanggup I helped Liana and Neeza with their MIB presentation -- despite me being totally anti over the course. If they did it earlier it would mean we could go shop earlier! So at first everyone could make it, then Fahrul dropped out because he was busy with things~ :O

Went around Gadong and then finally after an hour or so, we found the perfect gift! A pillow/plushie thing~ But you know, whenever I have birthdays right and people surprise me... I do get happy, but I find that while getting expensive things as presents is a WONDERFUL thing, I still hoped that people put more effort into my gifts X3

Like that time when Faie, Fahrul and Zatie surprised me :) that was very touching and memorable because while Faie made the most effort to get me surprised, they all came up with a ruse and everything~ Macam siuk XD hehehe

So the usual, SURPRISE! happy birthday sing song, a cake and gift that was bought and wrapped is all pretty nice~ but like, an additional use of ruse and a gift that was made by them, be it a meal or whatever, I find that I would love that more!

I don't know why people don't get that doing something like that is both rewarding for the giver and the receiver! I feel awesome by making someone feel awesome, just because they're important in my life and I like them, so making them feel happy an awesome feeling you know :)

So, I suggested we should make her pigs out of clay that kids use to play with :p and yeah everyone agreed~ so we began making the pigs x) I insisted we used this game application from my iPhone as the theme :p she goes nuts for it~


The game is pretty addictive to be honest~ heehee want to check more on this game application? check it out here! ANGRY BIRDS

insisting that it should be green was not a mistake x) everyone was so into it, it was actually so much fun for us as well! :D The rest helped me with making the base of the pigs...

as you can see:



So then I brought it home with me and I usai-usai everything and added the details~ which took me roughly an hour :O AND! it looks like this now:


Aren't we just faaaaakking awethum? :3 teehee XD

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Teen Angst









You know, I've always had a fascination on how the teen's mind works. Since I'm like close to being an adult now *cough* prasan aku ah *cough* I've decided to look into it deeper~ :p Yes, I am just funny like that really X) I think too much about one thing, until sometimes, I do something like read stuff about it.

Thing is, what teenagers have is this thing called 'teen angst'... though commonly, teen angst is a label that people just sweepingly stereotype most teens to be. They think it's nothing serious, like it's just a stupid phase and while that MIGHT be true to an extent-- there really are teens who do have a hard time in their life.

Which brings me to say that, more and more people should be kind with their words and be more observant and take notice to everyone around them. It's actually a serious problem =_= So the other day, like a few months back to be honest~ hehehe~ one of my "Corporate Communications" lecturer gave us the choice to do a presentation on anything we like, basically just anything that we find interesting.

THUS! the slides you see up there. But yeah... I just wanted to post it up because it's really interesting on what the origin, causes and consequences are of 'Teen Angst" x) click if you wish to see~
ANIS,

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

No no. YOU'RE COMPLICATED

Here's one of the many quotes I find to be pretty good:

"Oh what a tangled web we weave, when first we practice to deceive."
- Sir Walter Scott


Pokoknya, you sooo don't want to go there. Lying is so complicated. It just makes your brain feel like it was submerged into the depths of scorching hot hell --- Oooh! maybe I should change my Hotel's name to Hot Hell Hotel~ HAHAHA catchy in a... weird way D:

I have a theory. People who put their relationship status as "it's complicated" have a string of lies connected to them. But what kind of lies? They're different, because it applies to different situations, but without a doubt I totally believe that complications involves a mess of lies.

Well what I think it means is either

(a) totally not being real about how they feel, thus having this need to constantly hide it behind this stupid (konon nya) "mysterious" air, by saying vague things like "it's complicated". As if it would come to that. It's either a total yes, I'm taken, or a total yes, I'm frickin' available. It's only complicated when you're lying to yourself about how you feel about someone.


OR


(b) you're lying about some relationship you have with someone - EITHER because you find yourself being a prick who's emotionally cheating on their partner. OR it's because you do love each other and you're just lying to everyone about what you two have because you want to keep it on the down low :p

SEE. The point here is... when you say it's complicated. It actually means YOU are complicated and that's because you're lying about things... and so which brings me to say stop saying "it's complicated" like it's a cool thing. I hate that... =_= AND don't say "it's complicated" and you think that's a good, concrete and viable enough reason to go around acting negatively...

My opinion matters cause it's an opinion :p you can choose to agree or disagree - that's really your choice x) Hehehehee sorry x) something just totally dawned on me~ Damnation, I've been brainwashed, I seriously look into things (a.k.a. analyze) waaaay too much. hurr hurr. shit I suppose I can also blame literature for being that way. Too much of the details but none of actual facts.

Ooooh I like that, I should quote myself on that:

"Too much of the details but none of actual relevant facts."
- Anyss Suhaimi

That would be a reference to women in general (to an extent) and to much of the world of blogging! :D Though, I beg to differ on my own statement... (woohh inward conflict! D: lol) because at times, that might not be the case :) Yes, yes, in fact, I do have my moments :3

Friday, April 9, 2010

Gambar

These bitches be my hoes.

HAHAHAHA. okay ahh... that is so not meant to be insulting :p it's my way of showing my endearment. I callz youse ma bitches! HELLZ TO DA YEH! X)

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

FINAL FANTASY


Anyone here like Final Fantasy games? I know I do! :D Although I won't call myself a hardcore fan, but I love it enough to want to play the game :3 Funny thing though, sometimes my friends (and myself included) wonder why they call it "Final Fantasy" when it's pretty much still going on XD I realised that's because it's either

a) they like made "FINAL FANTASY" as a frickin' noun instead of actual words describing something to be the final of a certain fantasy.

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b) It's actually a description of the finale of a fantasy... because like, if you haven't noticed... It's really not inter-related are they? All the Final Fantasy games? :P So that's why I guess x)
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So Squaresoft-enix made a release on their latest Final Fantasy game~ FFXIII ~!! So far, I really like the game play, it's similar to the one in FFXII but the leveling up is like FFX. I like that they also have roles like FFX-2 and it the atmosphere is set in a very modern-like era... similar to FFVII.. I think~ and I don't know... I suppose the story line is interesting enough to make me want to advance.

Characters? I can't say I favour any of them particularly... At first Snow was hot and he had the potential to make me like his character but in the end he was just... dry. Everyone's pretty alright~ I didn't fall in love with any of them, none of the girls are like Beautiful, they're either cute or like plain... and close to being pretty, but not beautiful :p Uh-oh talk about superficiality.

Graphics awesome as ever though! the summons are awesome... as you can see from below the characters are with their summons (Eidolon - similar to them Aeons in FFX) - they're the machine-like or animal-like big things that you see~
Lightning and her Eidolon... Odin

Snow and his
Vanille~ this girl is way too perky and has waaay too many sexual insinuations in her character =____=;
Fang! :D she's kinda cool albeit being a lil manly. I think she's got lesbionic thingies going on with Vanille :D hehehe just an observation really :)

Hope - pansy annoying hopeless character despite his very ironic name :P

Sazh. OMGWTFBBQ~!! A black dudeee!! Haven't seen a black character in a while... last one I remembered was like... Barrett from FFVII D: EPIC COME BACK! woohoo XD lol.

Right now though, I am quite anticipating the other release of Final Fantasy!! :D Guess what it is~ hehehe I'll put it beside Lightning as a hint :P

Yes, yes~ it's Final Fantasy XIII versus! w00t w00t! XD IT LOOKS AWESOME!! D:
TWO WORDS: NYUMMY and HOT :)

I soooo cannot wait~ cannot cannot cannot waiiit :D

Monday, April 5, 2010

Short post.

I think I just might be the designated blog-writer for our group project. Considering I have a long list of experience in the matter - I'm practically a veteran! *snorts* what the eff.

My groupies.. HAHAHAHAHA okay sorry, I got a little amused by that by myself :p I mean, my group-mates (namely Fahrul, Fiqah, Liana and Neeza) and I came early today. Well of course, I was the earliest, I came at 7.22am and then followed by Fiqah at 7.45 and then Neeza at 8.15 and then fahrul a few mins after her and 8.30 Liana came. Lol and this is why I tell them to be at 8am instead of the actual 8.30 in my head, because for sure... they will come late :p

Tactics baby~ it's all about the tactics you use. Especially after a couple of experiences in meeting up with them :p they're like habitual creatures that just loves to keep to their predictable ways.

To be honest, our discussion wasn't EXTREMELY productive. But it was productive enough, we discussed on possible things to include and talk about and then we did one whole post on it~ good enough :) we at least got something out of it lah :)

I definitely enjoyed our session in the cafeteria though, the group (excluding Neeza who had class) and I had fun, I think we bonded more. lol. But yes... Fahrul can be such a bastard HAHAHAHA... ia baie lah... having him sit next to me was like.. =___= epic lol. anyways, he's gay and he says he had dibs on all my Ex boyfriends before I got to them =___= major gaiety right there~ =((( kenapakah aku ada kawan cemani~? TSKK!

It was a nice day.. I had a laugh with all of them :) Just what I needed from my little depression a few days back :D Macam I laughed till my perut sakit :3