Camwhoring...

Yup, camwhoring at its best =)

Preeeetty much just bored out of my wits and I had make up on... so why waste it? LOL.

I confess...

as;p;aljfkladhgjalvwpjayparkishot!!

(HAHAHA random :P)

OKAY! I cannot juggle too many things at a time it seems. When I'm trying to actively blog and do vlogs on YT. My short story writing and novel-researching has... well, it has come to a standstill. And if I focus on the other two, the other two or whatever else would cease... =/ I need better time management.

See, I made like two vlogs (video blogs) already... and uhmmm...yeah, editing one video doesn't take that long (just an hour or two) but it's been a bit of a headache the fact that.. OMFG! My sister is coming down from the UK soooooon~! HURRAY!! :D Okay, sorry I digress... I type whatever is on my mind :p uhmmmm... okay yeah, where was I?

Oh right, so I've been making vlogs... made two, one about Korean Men and the other was sorta a request/suggestion thing from Coco, she wanted me to do a make up "tutorial" (it has air quotes since I don't know jack shit about make up, despite what some people might think... *shrug*) I guess I'm better than a handful of people~ LOL! But yeah, not as awesome as Michelle Phan.

Point is... I have two videos and I haven't gone 'round trying to upload them yet, for one thing...

I'm sick

For another thing...

I'm constantly out... being dragged here and there

(I've gotten popular lately HAHAHA. no shit, I have =/ ugh... I keep getting pulled here and there)

And another thing...

I've been busy trying to think of what direction to go to with my 'short story' blog. Especially "defining moments" because that's the one that has the most updates and I need to get that one story over and done with ASAP!

I have a confession to make, to a certain extent; my time management tend to suck! :(

*runs around*

*sigh*

GOODBAI!

July in Singapore.

O-GAY. Sometimes, I swear... parents can be so freaking gay.

Nah'mean? GAY. I don't really mean that though... I mean, I kinda do~ but not really... I mean... I JUST WANTED TO GO SEE HIM PERFORM LIVE. omg... *dies of a broken heart*

I really did cry for like I don't know? 10minutes? when I was told I couldn't go.... It was so heart-breaking~ knowing that he was so close and I could have actually gone to see him but then that wish was taken away from me.

=/ I am so hoping I'll get to successfully stalk him and meet him when I go to Korea next year. SERIOUSLY! :(

iPhone apps!

I mentioned earlier in one of my posts that I would list out the iPhone apps that I download that I didn't ever, at any point, regret downloading it :)

So... Yeah, I would consider myself a bit of a app-junkie. I keep downloading apps and trying them out just because it either had some cute picture or it looked cool x) But yeah, I've download a lot so I kinda know what's good and what's shit... not saying I'm so experienced that I never get duped or whatever. I'll just show you my top 20 app? Something I think everyone should try... well if they have similar taste to mine :p

First of all is the really common iPhone/itouch app that I'm sure a lot of people know about.

1) Facebook or F.a.c.e.l.y. (the latter is a paid app)

2) Twitter or Tweetdeck (honestly I prefer the normal twitter as opposed to tweetdeck; ree)

3) Whatsapp (paid app of USD0.99 but SO WORTH IT)

4) Instagram (just for fun, it's a nice way of sharing pictures; free)

5) MSN messenger (it's chatting on the go! free)

6) Plants vs. Zombies (this was like a big hit with people at one point, it really is addictive even at USD1.99?)

7) Fruit Ninja! (only USD0.99)

8) Moron Test (for a more thinking game kinda thing)

AND THE NOT SO FAMOUS ONES... (at least I don't think it is amongst my friends) are these 12 apps... BUT I LOVE 'EM lol.

Artsy Fartsy

HELLO! eheehehe okay, here's one of those moments when I think I'm being all artsy with my camera... *snickers* here's a picture of awesome editing and stuff.

Secrets out!

So I took a nice photo of myself today, but I kinda looked pale in it... and the quality looks awful. Everything else seems pretty fine though~ hehehehe... so yeah. I did some editing to it! Wanna see?

and yeah, this was the end product... well not really. this is missing the last two steps... but yeah, still nice :D

I love my eyes here... =p

okay, don't hate me just cause I gave myself a compliment kays?

(Geez u people are vicious. LOL!)

Yeah lately, I've been recording myself a lot. But the pitiful thing is... I've edited my videos and all, but like, stupid connection won't allow me to post it on youtube... THEREFORE... I'm betting this will be post like a few days later once I can get the codes from my YT account.

*updated*

I was right! finally got the codes today (27/07/11)~ my internet finally worked! BUT ehh~ I don't care I'm still posting it up the day I actually made the video...

Korea Trip...

Here's the video...

If you must know (hahahaha not that you asked, but wha'eva~) I am pretty much trying to practice with vlogs and trying to get used to the camera :p it's a whole different thing to be taking pictures and actually recording yourself, it seems :/ I tend to touch/hold my face or any part of my head when I feel self-conscious :p ehehehehehe... I've realised that after taking a look at all the videos of myself that I have ever taken. x)

Anyhow~ if you had actually gone through the whole video, you'd know what this next picture is... it's the actual picture of the list I made x)

IF Y'ALL DON'T KNOW WHO JAY PARK AND BIG BANG IS... I shall give you pictures!

Here's my numero uno :p Jay Park.♥♥♥

And here's BigBang! Weoooo!! They're the best K-Pop group imo :p their sexuality isn't questionable unlike other K-Pop artists.

L to R: SeungRi, G-Dragon (JiYong), TaeYang, DaeSung, T.O.P. (SeungHyun)

And from this group of 5, my favourite is most definitely...

T.O.P!! WOOHOO! sexy man. love him ♥♥

and well a little less love for TaeYang ♥ (thus the one heart lol) compared to TOP...

hehehe but yeah, I like him too! :D

Yup, TOP and TaeYang from BIGBANG! :D

It would be an epic trip to Korea, if I get to meet these guys I've mentioned :D

*prays everyday that I'd meet them*

Spectacles 8)

I've always wanted to buy those really awesome awesome looking thick framed spectacles that are kinda big.

First got my interest piqued with it was when I saw T.O.P. wearing them like 3 years ago? He looked adorable and it looks good.

Then I tried finding it-- if I could for the past two years... but like, it was an urgent thing and besides, I couldn't find any, especially in Brunei :( God, shopping here really blows.

Then like, recently, in conjunction with my big obsession crush ♥ with Jay Park and him wearing something similar... made me want to own them spectacles more!! LIKE I NEED TO OWN ONE.

Hehehehe... so since I can't find it here. I thought it'd be good to purchase one from the UK! via my sister who's staying there. Anyways! LOOK! I found one :3

Ray Ban's :D ehhe hewhew. BUT, next up I am so getting a white-framed. So it looks like something that TOP wore :p haahahhaha...

iPod ear-piece.

Good day! :D This goes out to anyone who's interested in buying a normal earphone

(not the in-ear kind) by apple.

Strictly for Bruneians only :) Bought it at BND67 from AV electronics... But I'm feeling generous, I'm selling it for BND55. (sample picture below taken randomly from google image)

It comes with a mic and a remote. Brand New... because I have two extra ones... since I bought 2 iPhones... and a 2 nanos and have an iTouch... actually I have no freaking idea why I even bought one in the first place! D:

OKAY wait, I know why... lol. It's cause... I thought I lost one and so I bought it... and THEN I got the iPhones... =/ so there was no need for me to use the earpiece. yes yes. OKAY! anyone interested? please just uhmmm... contact me. In any way possible.

there's the tag board, the comment thing, my email....

here: anyss.15@live.com and yeah~

Oh, if you're really one big cheapskate :p (just kidding~) This is business after all, so you're welcome to negotiate prices with me, provided you have a viable reason for me to do so from the Business POV. (^_^)

When one thing fails...

something else pops up!

I was looking for Jay's Album the other day... and to no avail, I couldn't find it :'(

But ehhhh... at least I found these :D Having these two albums make up for not owning 'take a deeper look'.

2NE1

G-Dragon's Solo Album (Big Bang member)

YUP! But hmmm... I think I'll send GD to Coco~ since she's practically in love with him. It's at a par for my love for Jay... LOL xD

EN-WAI-ES-ES!

That's right. You know what it is~

Nyss...

One of the things I like about the iPhone is the awesome set of photo apps that I are available for me to use. It makes photos THAT more interesting~ I love collages and stuff. So yeah~

Hmmm... Maybe I should do a post one day, something that I can do to show you my top 10 apps. Since I have been raving about how I download apps on a weekly basis I might as well show you what I've gathered from all those times I've downloaded apps. I know which one can be a total downer and something that has undeniable potential or something that's definitely worthwhile to buy ;)

Anyways, g'bye!

Jay Park and my love for him~!

[Do not be alarmed... this is all just musings of a really fangirly fan girl~ HAHAHA]

Oh by the way, I dare you to click on the image to the left :P It's simply Jay Park heaven ;D It's basically a collection of pictures of him and his seemingly attraction to wearing Lacoste shirts :3 NYUMMEH. Man, I wish I could just dress him up ♥ that would be... omg.

Anyways, funny story... x) I have a friend who I've known for a while and I don't think I ever looked at his face properly till like one day, my friend mentioned in passing how he looks a tad bit like Jay Park. *snickers*

That friend of mine is Muiz :P hahahaha, yeah okay, so I disagreed to the extreme when my friend first mentioned that to me. But somehow, after a while it seemed like I began to pay close attention to his face x) LOL. thank god we had become somewhat close by then, else I'd have looked like a total creeper if I just looked at his face without saying a word. Yeah, I observed his face when we talked-- so it wasn't that apparent, least I don't think so O_O

STILL, nothing... nope. I couldn't really see any resemblance... UNTIL! *dramatic music plays* DUNDUN DUNNNN~!! Jay posted up a video of himself on YouTube, he was wearing this cap and yeah... It hit me like a sudden wave of Tsunami! I was like OH...MY... GOSH. Awaaaaah~ I can see Muiz at that angle! x) LOL. It's the hat. They resemble eachother only when Jay wears a cap :)

So then... I was like WOOHOO! lol. I don't know why it was exciting for me to have a friend that was sorta a Jay-lookalike. *shrugs* Can't blame me for being such a fangirl okay? :( Bite me.

And I got a little crazy after a while, hahahahahah~ I kept (wishful) thinking that somehow, some way~ they were actually TWINS. See, there were like seriously, coincidental similarities with these two O_O Shall I list them to you?

First of all, both him and Jay are 24 years old this year... D: Can you say... OMG! hahaahahhahhahahahahaha... OH! and they're both around the same height and and... Okay, that's really nothing.

But okay, then I recently found out that Muiz is like... a bowling junkie. Like seeeriously man??? SERIOUSLY? Jay is so freaking into BOWLING! *flails arms*

Then well, he played the piano for me over the phone one day cause I was upset about ma break up the other time and like... it was that song by that apparently famous (I didn't know) Korean pianist Yurima? Yumira? or something? Yeah... He played "river flows in you" AND AND AND... OF ALL THINGS! I came across a YT video of Jay Park playing the SAME FREAKING SONG! OH MA GOSH. Jay played adorably though~ lol it sounded more like a remix... *giggles uncontrollably* I'm thinking the coincidence behind the choice in song is due to their telepathic twin connection! XD omfg I am so laughing my ass off as I typed that! XD

HMMMM... I am very much convinced (or hopeful) that they were separated at birth... SOMEONE!! Get me a DNA TEST! for these two men... =/ Imagine if it were true... Jay would be so thankful towards me for finding his long lost brother... and then, because he was so thankful, he'd marry me... LOL! *laughs like a maniac at imagination*

Yes, I do believe I like how that story of mine would turn out.... :D

Jay, you have really turned me loco. Banartah... x)

Uhmmm... hello.

You know what's funny? What's funny to me is that for every time I feel like I connect with someone and I give them attention that might not be needed... They tend to get the wrong idea and start being all... weird. O_O); It makes me think I need to re-think how I should treat others, especially the opposite sex =/

I might seem like I want to like someone from my endless tweets about adoring this guy and that one. LOL, to the guys who I've been uhmmm... 'seeing', we're nothing serious are we? I know that because for one thing, y'all know I just got out of a serious relationship :P I'm not stupid enough to think that you might actually think we could get serious when I'm at such a 'vulnerable' stage. We're just having fun :) Ahh, I doubt they read my blog though, hardly anyone goes here unless they're people googling really ODD things O_O

I do miss having a guy wrap his arms around me, someone to hold my hand and hearing a guy say he misses me~ Honestly, I don't want it. Not NOW, at least not YET.

I can't be bothered with a guy right now. My stupid ex boyfriend broke up with me at the most crucial time of my life; he had to break the news to me when I HAD MY FREAKING EXAMS. And here I thought, I had sucky timing? HE'S THE WORST, worst time EVAARRRR. At least have the decency to keep me in the dark by lying to me a little while longer. He's been doing it for a while right? why not continue on just a little longer for my sake? My theory is, he wanted to get me outta the way as soon as possible :) It's okay, until the end, you were always just being you. Self-centered.

Presumably, I think I flunked this year. You know, instead of mourning the normal way, I watched Jay Park to heal my broken heart. I watched endless videos of him on youtube, because he made me smile and I would always wish that somehow I could find a guy just as funny and down to earth and dorky as he was, someone so determined and lovable. GOSH! that was really sad though~ my pathetic way of trying to forget about him.

BUT EHHH, I'm all better now, he's really dead to me. I've realised he really is just totally dead in my eyes and heart. After finding out stuff from people about this and that, visiting other parts of that country just to be with her when he would make up freaking lame excuses about traveling with me, guess he's pussy-whipped. That really was the last straw. I JUST DIED INSIDE. Like my heart broke for the very last time~ and after it was crushed to dust... My heart slowly came around again... It was a little weak from all the emotional destruction it went through but all is well :) So yeah, the heart that loved him completely and faithfully totally exploded and died, so he exploded and died with it. There is no way I can ever be friends with him. NO FREAKING WAY.

Shit, I sound so freaking dramatic. I have not changed much in that sense it seems~ dudiduuduu~

peace out XP

S.W.A.G.

HEHEHEHE... I just recently found out the newly formed meaning of the word SWAG.Someone made it into an abbreviation of [S.W.A.G.] : SOMETHING WE ASIANS GOT.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH I laughed at that and found it really cute. Like seriously, cute jua Asians ani eh x) Inda kiut kan kami ani? Kiut kan? with all our asian pride and stuff~ *snickers*

SO, I thought of the only Asian I know who got swag~ :p and that's my future hubby! PARK JAE BEOM. lol. Jay Bum Park. Oh yeah~ his chest so... firm looking and his shoulders are so wide~ Makes him look so manly :3

"you know what it is~" x)

doing good :)

Hmmmm... So, what's up? I haven't been active on facebook much... I much prefer twitter. I get to interact with less people. I find that twitter has more awesome people than facebook x) I mean, all the people that I need to keep in touch with in my life are either on twitter or whatsapp.

I'm really in love with whatsapp. I should be given a prize for deeming it to be a killer application about a year ago x) lol. I am such a visionary~ *snorts* Don't believe me?

Here's a project that was given to us to predict what will be a "killer application". My own entry was about whats app :) cause I am cool like that. HAHAHA

click here :

give-us-an-a.blogspot.com

Did u click? LOL. If you had, I toldja so~ I wasn't lying x) Aaaanyways... I just thought I'd post a little update... my blog's been dead since I've been busy with the short-story blog thing. Surprisingly people actually liked my 'defining moments' story... HMMMM~ interesting... I wonder when I'll be posting up all these drafts...heh, haven't really had the time.

And this week I just got an idea to start with another blog. I'm making it my business blog. Where I just post things related to.... my business; either a good or a service. I've been talking to someone about wanting to do an event of some sort. I just really hate being so idle as of late, I don't know what's gotten into me.

Not having a boyfriend really makes me feel like my old self again. LOL. Being single made me re-discover who I was :)

Thank you ex-boyfriend for being a dick to me, you've given me a nice gift when you unshackled me. On second though, neh... what you did still hurts. NVM! teehee~

Aikay Dokay~ I'm going to continue writing out part 3 ;) mucho love peeps!

Totally Unexpected!

Hello~

I'm here to talk about my day... It was pleasantly unexpected. So I was out with Nabs~ we had brunch at Bakerlynn Cafe and went to the Mall for a movie...

we had:

the club sandwich :D

I love how they put a slice of mango inside the sandwich... Though I have to say, I got pretty full pretty fast when I was eating this~ O_O But oooh I love crinkle cut fries~! They're always so crispy! Do you know why~? it's because it's crinkle cut! There are more surface areas for the heat to cook the fries all nice and crispy! :D AH, I love that you can apply science even when you cook. LOL. Mmmkay, irrelevant! Aaaanyhoo~

we watched:

pirates of the caribbean: on stranger tides.

So, having missed the third one (IKR, what the hell~? hohoho) I kind of felt a little confused as to whether I missed something... Why was there no Orlando Bloom or Keira Knightley? Hmmmm............. So, I must've missed something. BUT LOOK~ Penelope Cruz. Her boobies distracted me in the movie. LOL :p The movie was... good, Jack Sparrow is still his loony whacky self, that's easily adorable to me. So I think I'll give this movie a..... 8 out of 10. I meaaan~ I might still be a little biased about it being POTC, but uhh... I wondered where the those two actors went... cause I liked them =( *being a baby about it*

Then off I went to run some errands... Oh and did I mention... I got a call... an ANONYMOUS CALL *gasps* It was from the Anti-Corruption Bureau. They told me I had an interview with them... *dies*

I thought I was being suspected of corruption. LOL. IKR, I am THAT badass x) *snickers* not. And in a panic, I asked Liana if she knew where it was she was indisposed at the time and she had no clue. So I asked Muiz :) Aaaaahhh~ my savior for the day! He's a pretty reliable chap, gotta love how he's always there for me when I need help :) Ima make him a part of my awesome possum list of friends (LOL, I actually do have one; dork alert!). Yeaaah I like to make lists of numerous things.

Anyways, back to what I was saying; so Muiz searched for the address and told me where it was, I being in a panicked state, don't think I was really... processing anything O_O LOL. He offered to take me there, again, I am so thankful to him *sobs* He drove me there, waited in the waiting room while I had my interview and then yeah. He sort of gave me the assurance I needed~

Everything went well, but there's a little confusion on my part; I got accepted into RBA as well... Errr... what's going to happen to me? D: Anyways... To relieve my stress I got home, quenched my thirst and started vaining. LOL.

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TA-DAH~!! :D

*snickers* I love how my hair hides them chipmunk cheeks! :p ohohoh-ho~

Yeah... Hmmm... I just realised one shows uhmmm klee-vah-gei. Woops.

Totally did not expect to be called for an interview... and at that kind of place too.

Oh, funny thing, they made me WRITE A SHORT ESSAY IN MALAY; ABOUT MYSELF! *dies* I know full well that, what I wrote looked like it came from a primary 2 student. O_O My malay was so FAIL. wtf wtf wtf. How shameful.... =___=);