pink. black. white.

Why, I've been thinking of starting a  " black-white project " thing... I've been giving myself things to do as a little loner for the holidays. LOL. sounds pathetic right? But you know what, I guess I need time away from friends and cousins and family~ I've been thinking of activities that only requires one person. Yep, that would be me, the lone wolf :p 

Sometimes I kind of think I don't really need 'need' them? But I guess it's out of habit that I tend to look for company, but I fare just well without them. I guess this is what Fakhrul meant by how I should find myself first as a person since I was always so attached to the thought of being a 'two-people party' when I was in a relationship for the longest time of my life. That's why I seem to be vying for company. Oh yuck, I sound so reliant on others. OH WOW, it seems so obvious now that I've put that down into writing.... *cough* okay, aku malu... lolololololololoololol. SO SORRY MI AMIGAS AND AMIGOS-- if I seem too clingy towards ya :p 

BUT ANYHOO, I shall start on photo series :) I've realised that all through out my life, I've always not voiced out my thoughts in a verbal manner. I do it through writing, sketches, painting, cooking, backing and even betukang! (that's woodwork for you) LOL. Did you know before my O'levels... I made myself a notice board.... like frames and stuff... LOL. and mind you~ this was like 2 days before my first exam! I was too nervous that I just had to take my mind off it. So I rummaged through my dad's tool box and took out hammer, nails, got some leftover wood from the store and that small chainsaw thing and I got bricks from outside to be the work-station 'stand'. You know, sometimes, I myself am kinda surprise how guyish that seems... -___-); I'm really a bunch of everything rolled into one. I supposed that's why this blog is called little miss a bit of everything :p OMG! totally digressed there... anyways, back to what I was saying...

I find that I just put out my frustration, guilt, sadness, confusion and whatever emotions I have through these various outlets... And well, eversince I got a camera phone when I was in year 7, I've developed another way of venting out emotions-- by way of photo-taking :D

I am seriously artsy fartsy. LOL. I put fartsy at the end, because I know it comes across as being fuxking pretentious to others and besides I think I'm an amateur. For this pink-black-white series, I've edited two pictures :) One of my niece and one of myself ;)

Simple yeah? But I think simplicity can be quite classy ;) too much can turn anything to be gaudy tbh.