Excuse me for having one or two posts below that is of me constantly swearing at a certain someone. She's been a bit of a... Pig. Id rather not say bitch these days. So aku Panggil ia the other haram thing in life la. Pasal ia cambaie~? Anyways we are not here to further elaborate on that.
For one thing; my week -- this week, has thus far been a hectic one. I'd love to unload on someone~ especially if it were my boyfriend but it seems like most if not all the people I know are busy and facing a crunch or are just in one of their foul mood or spells. *shrug* and so~ you have now found me hereeee in this nice little place I'd like to call my most faithful companion, called my blog. Pathetically, I'm growing really fond of this blog. It listens well *le duh~* lol! I think I should give it a name soon :p
So on Wednesday, I went out with Nabs, it was sort of my cry for help & I had fun with her~ well it cheered me up for quite a bit :) then it sucked again. Sucked the breath of life out of me, this week, I don't know why! Hheheheh maybe it was like my head playing games with me, but I vaguely remember that I actually entertained the thought of drowning myself in the pool downstairs. Hah! Downside of having a pool at home, it's a very convenient murder weapon to the likes of someone like me-- I can't swim you see :3
Anyways, just yesterday I was told to meet the AR of one of the faculties. I'm in trouble! Embarrassing as it is for me to resort to my blog to talk about this, but yeah~ what to do? I'm a terribly lonely-yet-not-quite-alone girl :') I mixed up my registration form, I'm knee deep in shit.. I don't want to bring this to my parents because its needless to worry them about something that happened from my mistake and my mistake alone. It's useless to blame it on anyone, I understand that I'm a whiny shit for still complaining eventhough I knew it's my own fault but omg OMG!! I can seriously ruin my GPA. :'( I cried myself to sleep like, twice. Can't get much work done.. Because it robs my concentration for most of the time. Dear lorrrrddd~ I have to sort this out somehow. This is so giving me a kickass lesson about how I should read instructions carefully and to be more careful with documents.
So yes, dear family friends and boyfriend... I wish I could talk to all of you about this. Part of me is kind of sad that I couldn't reach any of u, but then part of me loves using that as an excuse! Thaaaanks very much for reading this dear blogders. *heavy sigh* I think I'll go try and do my essay again...
Tofeelaloneinacrowdedroomistheloneliestfeeling.
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