Every single day... I would wake up hoping that this would be the day when something EPIC happens in my life. But it never seems to materialize. Maybe it's because each day lived is basically a repeat of all the days of yesteryears. Nothing new. Just...nyeh~Then this morning, something happened. The most curious thing occurred, I think I had an epiphany of some sort.
You know that one time, when you think you're awake and you sort of are, but not quite? That's the moment in time where you're dazed and your head seems like it's afloat in space. It feels like if you were to close your eyes for just a second, you'd drift back into a deep slumber. Your head feels heavy and you don't feel like you're quite ready to stir yourself awake?
To be honest, I love it when I'm in this state; it feels like reality is mixed with your subconscious state of mind - your dreams basically. So maybe I was dreaming it, but it felt real... I thought I saw my grand dad holding me in his arms, I was a baby of course-- I don't think I remember how he looks like since he passed away when I was barely a year old. But somehow this time, I knew it was him. Is that weird? He just sat there on the chair across from where I lay down... I know I may have supposed to have been kind of freaked out, but it felt quite calming or maybe that was just the drowsiness kicking in and then I slowly I closed my eyes.
I was happy...
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