My term break...

You know what, sometimes I think that I eat more than I can chew. LOL. I've been really busy with things that I have planned out for myself.

I get bored though because everyone seems to be busy bees on their own, so I tend to go do things alone *sniff* SO... been getting busy, but still bored. Everyone's all in hospitals... hehe... like three of my friends have people to take care of in hospitals. Then there are those who have to babysit, I do too sometimes though. And then there was a time when they went off to other countries when they were free, so like what in the world right? Why couldn't they have gone when I was away in KL? LOL.

One thing that I always suck at, is timing! SERIOUSLY! hahaha with aaaaaanyonee at all~ I would always always~ ALWAYS, without a doubt catch them at a bad time or I do things at the most inconvenient of times or what not. I just have poor timing.

So anyways, let me count the things that I've been doing~ HMMM... I go jogging, I go hiking, doing a bit of aerobics here and there and then I'm also currently repainting my room because I just feel like it's not pretty enough :p Oh and I'm also trying to find ways to sell this piece of land I've been entrusted to sell off... speaking of which, is anyone interested? Because if not, I'll have to do another tactic where I write up a friggin' proposal so that I can get interested investors or something. LOL.

THEN I'm getting myself involved in Wafi's little plan on this website he's doing :) Though I'm thankful he asked me, because I have something interesting to do, it still pressures me a little because I find that I'm not good enough. I write only when I feel like it... Oh yeah, I forgot that I haven't mentioned what it was, it's to post up short stories on a weekly basis; although, the website hasn't quite officially started off yet but I just like putting an initiative to get ready and be early about it when it comes to things like these heehee~

http://www.freedom-within-limits.blogspot.com

I recycled one of my old blog's address :) and turned it into the designated site to go to for the short stories I've written. Funny how I agreed to do this when my own novel is not even going all that smoothly (the moonlit scars one) :p BUT yes, do check that link out if you're interested, my way of writing there is much more relaxed compared to the 'voice' and style of writing in the novel one--I think la. I only posted up ONE story though! teehee! Another one would be posted up by end of this week and it'll be something entirely different ;D

Other than that I'm also designing more furniture....!! HEHEHEHE... I got a job for designing my friend's room :) I feel so awesome that I'm doing all this hehehehe... XD

BUT, I always find myself getting absolutely knackered, both mentally and physically... I just really want to go out and be in the company of others because I do find that I am getting pretty much bored of myself. HAHAHAHAHA....HAA.... *cries* it's really maddening this feeling of getting sick of yourself :P

I mean it's great to have all this and I do find that I have fun, but having company is much better isn't it? :) The fact that I have all these little projects to do and wanting MORE things to do, yet I always feeeeeeel friggin tired, it makes me think I can be way in over my head at times. Like seriously~ X) thus, why I think "I eat more than I can chew".

I want to go out, plan a BBQ party and just do nothing with everyone. By nothing I mean hang out randomly and have drinks lol. I miss everyone, at least school kept me busy... I just feel so bored not doing anything. Everyone in Brunei is so frickin' lazy nowadays, like frickin hell, no wonder I'm so out of shape -____-);

REMEMBER! I am awesome like a possum! lol. But no, I truly am~ :P

OH OH!!! I DREW SOMETHING WORTHY OF MENTION... mentioning..? Shii-- whatever! I DREW SOMETHING THAT I CAN'T WAIT TO SHARE IN THIS LITTLE SPACE OF MINE! ehehehheehhe.....

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TA-DAH~!!!

JAY (BUM) PARK from AOM :p

I am not one to draw well with my hands... using the mouse or stylus perhaps, but not so with hands and on a piece of paper X) BUT, I have to admit it didn't turn out so bad x) ehehehehe... I haven't drawn in years... finally picked up a pencil cause I was inspired and moved enough to draw something... well SOMEONE! ♥ JAY! Drawing used to be a passing hobby of mine when I was younger

Not even close to looking like the real thing though! XD Yeah this was what I was looking at x)

Such a sweetheart :D