& yes,
It's great how I hadn't lost a wink of sleep :) not anymore, not over some little boy who can't deal with a good-- GREAT awesome thing. Everyone around me has helped a great deal. Knowing that not all guys are dicks has also helped; thanks to all the positive testosterones(sp?) around me lately. You dudes are awesome - I feel awful that I lose myself; the control of my emotions when I'm with them, but it helps :)
And my girls, oh my girls. My girl friends are even way awesome :D thank you for cussing him and hating him with all your heart when I'm too stupid or too naïve to even do so. But I realize that I'm better off without him; what he did was unforgivable. Glad she took a broken toy from my hands; I had stupid childish attachments to it. Lol. She did me a favour. I'll go get myself a better toy because I know I can.
Family; top notch. Love you all so very much and the lengths you'd go to protect me or protect what's left of my feelings that you were able to salvage :3 I love every one of you.
The greatest victory is knowing that everyone is on my side. Don't try to spin if off as otherwise because we all know what a terrible thing you've done. I'm now ready to close off that chapter.
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