Saturday, December 3, 2011

awesome

Short post. Thought I should share this...

I have an inkling towards, wait no, that's not the right word for it... rather, I kinda have a slight attachment to the word "AWESOME". I used awesome a lot. So much that sometimes, friends around me get sucked into saying the stupid phrases I say with awesome... =/ I'm sorry. LOL. It just shows I say it too much, really. 

Like Awesome Possum. I say it, type it, think it... whatever~ I basically like using that phrase "Awesome Possum." Right now though, I'm starting to take my level of lameness to a whole 'notha level~ I say rawrsome. LOL. fucking dork... wtf is up with the rawr right.... I get easily brainwashed with anything that has awesome in it. HEHEEHEE.

PU.
.....
WEEE... TEH. 


that's a code for you baby girl ;) mwa!

Wednesday, November 30, 2011

4 pic collage


I've been playing around with photo apps on my iPhone a lot... thus, the reason why I have all these photos of myself in this collage-like shots. x)

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

Buh-lud ta-eeps

Hello there~

I've taken an interest in something again! :D Thought I'd do a bit of research on it and see what interesting things I can find. So uhmmm... this time 'round I've been thinking about blood types a lot :) You know the whole shenanigan about how blood types reflect personalities? Yeah... got me curious so I just had to find out about it. Read a few things online, scientifically and then in more general terms and then there's even a cultural thing going on! :O I've found a very interesting bit of thing to explore here people! Yes, exams being over has totally forced me to think of my love issues *scoffs* studying had helped me ignore them-- but like, since it's over now, I have to find other means of distracting myself! =____=)

Here are the bloody types
Type A’s are the most artistic of the groups. They can be shy, cautious, conscientious, reliable, trustworthy, and sensitive. They can also be overcautious, picky, arrogant, and reckless when drunk.

Type B’s are the individualists of the blood group categories and find their own way in life. Type B personalities can be curious, bright, cheerful, enthusiastic, independent, sensitive, and unpredictable. They can also be superficial, unreliable, selfish, unpredictable, indiscreet, lazy, and impatient.

AB Types have a lot of friends, but they need time to be alone and think things through, as well. They can be both outgoing and shy, confident and timid. While responsible, too much responsibility will cause a problem. They are trustworthy and like to help others. Type AB personalities can be sensitive, considerate, careful, and efficient. They can also be strict, moody, easily offended, critical, and standoffish.

Type O’s are outgoing, and very social. They are initiators, although they don’t always finish what they start. They appear to be levelheaded and trustworthy, but they often slip and make big blunders inadvertently. That is also the what makes O Types lovable. Creative and popular, they love to be the center of attention and appear very self confident. Type O personalities can be carefree, generous, independent, flexible, idealistic, goal-oriented, athletic, competitive, and adaptable. They can also be clumsy, flighty, jealous, greedy, unreliable, obsessive lover, vain loudmouths.

HAHAHHAHAAHHAHA.... Mmmmmkaaaay~ I've taken the time to ask a few people what their blood types are... and the results are... well, almost accurate at some parts. I need to widen my scope more and see just how valid this shit is man... Oh, I'm a blood type B. But then again, I might be slightly different that what's mentioned here cause I've a 'positive' at the end. Yes, a B+ blood type ;)

Saturday, November 26, 2011

Hola~


I actually really like this drawing O_O I think it's because it's soooooo... "fluttery" lol. like an air of innocence or purity or something~ LOL. Iunno man, I just felt happy after I completed this. So I gave it those soft pastel colors to match the 'softness' that I felt. *snickers* What the hell has come over me??? That sounded so dumb. 



Before I added the colors:


The W.I.P. shot x) hehehe:




SO......... I've been coping with life. I think I got over my qualms about life because right now, I am more focused on trying to not be so confused about my feelings for a certain someone *sigh* I would have thought as I get older I wouldn't have to deal with things so petty as this. I feel like it's a backward bending curve or something. The fact that I'm sketching again is sure enough proof that I have unsolved issues in my head -_____-); OH WELL! at least I got to draw something that made me smile in the end. 

Thursday, November 24, 2011

BlipBlopBlap

Yeah... Outfits. Just a few things I mixed and matched.
They're all pretty simple x) This was from October and November. I didn't do this type of shots much....


First one I ever did :) started in October.

Second~ to show off the bag. (october as well)

Third one, to show the dress... lol this was in November.







*waves* I just got bored again... but woooo~ at least I posted all my drafts :D OLD PHOTOS ARE OSM.

Monday, November 21, 2011

1987 hotties.


Choi SeungHyun a.k.a. TOP from Big Bang.

Jay Park (Park JaeBom)

Lee MinHo. 

OH MY LORD. I must have a thing for (korean) guys born in 1987 or something~! LOL.
It can't be a coincidence ;) it just CAN'T BE! x) lol. Okay yeah... *fans self* I must calm down. 

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

My 21st....

Okay yeah, my 21st wasn't EPIC~! or anything... But it came really close though :) I spent the night at The Empire Hotel and Country Club. Had a birthday dinner with my friends and family at Charcoal. Watched a movie and shopped for clothes a bit. Played wii "just dance 2" each time we were in the hotel room and I was sweating like crazy~ & yes, you got that right! I totally brought my wii along to the hotel (^^,) Just to have something else to do if we're not talking and gossiping with each other. I love having those "girly times"; a girl's night in is the best remedy for all things related to petty life issues :p

Hehehehe cupcakes were from 4 of my girlfriends that planned on the surprise thing. I so fucking love them, I'd marry all four of 'em if I was a dude. BANAR. lol. Speaking of surprises... they did that a lot. Some together and some on their own and sometimes repeatedly as a group or individually. How awesome are they to have been supportive of my gloomy outlook on my birthday? x) Heh~ see, a guy would never be as sweet as this. Not even any of my ex boyfriends would do it. The most they-- and by that I mean guys in general -- would do pun bawa makan and make me laugh here and there. Not saying I don't appreciate that, but you know, it's generic :p (Grateful for that though) But yes, I just want to emphasize on why sometimes having gal friends can be nice in the whole celebration and supportive thing.


Hehehehe... anyways, birthday sounds fun huh? I suppose it was a great one, but shit, I just don't like the situation I'm in at this supposedly 'epic' age :') My life isn't what I would have hoped it to be at this age. But it's okay... life would get better soon, wouldn't it?

But hokai, I shall stop sounding like an ungrateful little bitch :) My birthday was great!! :D not everyone would do it in the midst of exam week btw. LOL! But I so fucking did, cause I'm SO hardcore (*scoff*) like that~ ;) I think I have permanent menstrual syndrome, so that's why I was such a wet blanket for my own 21st. LIKEEE HELLOOOO~ It was as if I had a freaking mid-life crisis at age 21 x) hah! But I laughed a lot too :) FUN FUN FUN *rebecca black style* LOL. 

This was the few that could spend time with me at the hotel on my day :) 



Went for a walk around the hotel... I was secretly trying to look for a "biawak", whilst taking in the beautiful environment and taking pictures of it in the process :p Behold~ pictures of my friends and the scenery. 






Yah okay... I just wish Zatie could have been there with me too :) and Muai too and Qilah.... and and Yeah Nabilah Johari. You've been out of our lives for god knows what reason, but yeah bitch I wished you were there too. Freaking reminiscent when I was looking at the sea outside my freaking room man.


GOSH. I am so emosi. Bah adangtah... Time to study like a slaveeeee~ ;) I will not stop till I hurl from a brain overload on freaking all things business-y *gag* :p Thank you to everyone that called me up, that texted me, tweeted me, greeted me on my facebook wall, oh and that one person who sent me a voice clip and that one person who skyped with me just to show me the gift he's sending over all the way from the US.

BUT, extra special thanks to my PARENTS ♥ ♥ my siblings :) and my friends; (alphabetically) Faie, Fiqah, Liana, Nabs and Neeza ;) But yeah, everyone is equally sweet and awesome!


HEEHEE. I you all :) *BIG GROUP HUG*

Saturday, November 12, 2011

:)

I love it when a guy has a nice smile...


...and I love it when I'm the one that caused that nice smile ;)

♥ J 

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

MAKE-UP





Put on some make-up and did my hair in a bun. lol. Lovely~ ^_^ hehehe... I've been very jobless lately *shrug*


Friday, November 4, 2011

Nature.


For every single time I feel like I've lost sight of what I want... and I tend to get a little crazy; I look to nature. Something about looking at how vast the world is makes me stay humbled-- or rather, sane :) It just makes me feel like I shouldn't be too depressed about what's happened in life. It doesn't exactly give me have a sense of what I should do though-- I'm still as lost as ever, but at least I'm not at the brink of insanity. 


In silent wonderment....
I behold the beauty of nature...
& for a while I don't feel so stressful.
Other nature pictures, ones that I edited :)








I've been feeling very... errr... "melancholic" a whole lot lately. It's like I have people who can make me laugh and smile, guys who give me attention... But I just feel quite empty from time to time. I feel like a kid-- so small, so helpless against the harsh reality. 

Thursday, November 3, 2011

Been busy...

I've been drawing a couple of times lately... lol... 
BUT, 
before that... here.


I have no fuxking idea if those traits apply to me. Whadaya reckon eh? lol.


I call this... "hormones." Roflmao.


Actually, this wasn't initially 'me'-- so I didn't think of doing a self-portrait. But I kind of showed it to... whatshisname? Oh yes, Muiz and Najib~ and Coco too... they all thought it looked like me... so as a finishing touch I gave the picture the outfit I've worn before x) So yeah, it's a self portrait I guess? *shrugs*


Yeah, uhmmm... this was really a sloppy job~ But I think it's purrrrteh non the less.... At an amateur level, I know. But freaking hell. I'm still so awesome ;D


I call this the 'faceless evil kitty'. HAHAHAHA. This is so cincau. Only because I got boredddd halfway. So yeaaaaah... I'll leave it at that and try to pass it off as me trying to be 'artsy fartsy' :D

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

First of November


Hello... November :)

Please be kind to me; otherwise all I can see is the fear of the unknown, every time I take a step towards the future.











"I'm  coming home, I'm coming home,



tell the world that I'm coming home.



let the rain wash away,



all the pain of yesterday,



I know my kingdom awaits,



and they've forgiven my mistake,



I'm coming home, I'm coming..."

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Mmmmm

It has been a while huh... I don't know what to put up... Lol. here....



MA LEGSZZZZZ.... 

Thursday, October 20, 2011

Alienware.



Ta-dah! New laptop!


Uhmmmm yeah... I got the m14x. I haven't gotten 'round to editing it yet. Looks so much like a dude's laptop right now :p hahahaha...