Being bored~

just proves to be a reason for me to vain :p

there's actually more photos of me with this outfit...

but neh, I'll keep them to myself for now x)

fufufuu... T__T

I is so depress :(

I want to shower, but the 25 steps to the bathroom is so painstakingly far that I am still sitting down here.... in front of the desktop. I smell like bat shit :(

Not that I know what bat shit smells like.... but, if I did know, I'm sure I'd smell a lot like it T__T

ooheeheiehohooo.. I feel random tonight :3

Numnumnum... :O

*sobs* I have an idea in my head for my novel *sniff* BUT, I can't bloody well write it down/type them up since my laptop is condemned. FUCK MACBOOK PROS! they suck :(

well they're just NOT heavy-duty enough to handle my shiz! :P I am so gangstuh, I go through laptops like a mice eats through CHEESE. Hellzz to the yeahhh~!

Anyhoos, I hope I saved that copy of my file of my stories in my boyfriend's hard drive :3 weeheehee.. I just laughed when I typed that out.. "my boyfriend's hard drive" HAHAHAHAHA. oh geez. my head's in the gutter :p but yeah, I hope I saved it in there... because I can't access it on my own laptop. I should throw it away for goodness sake! Everytime I see it I am pissed like hell. It reminds me of what a failure I was to my macababookie :( *sniff* I secretly named it that. SHHHH... don't say a word, it's stupid. So let's not speak of it any longer! *touches ur lips* :3

HYUKHYUK. Okay, somehow I just felt like I got a blast from the past. I have not talked like that nor acted in such a way for a very long time :) It pleases me, because lately, I've been trying to be more proper I forgot how it feels like to be silly.

I kinda have to thank Muai for making me realise that since she commented on an old photo of me back in college and I was reminded of how silly and stupid I was back then. I did really random shit and didn't give a damn that people were giving me weird looks :) I guess a bit of me did grow up :3 heh..

D'awww

I miss this adorable little chubster of a princess and her cheeky, naughty. endearing smile x)

cute bahhhhh I wish I could just snuggle her up again into a small ball of meaty chubby baby. LOL.

She likes it when I do that and call her "Baby bungsuuuu nii~ kiut ehh baby bungsu ani" x) GAH, adorable! and I hug her tight to me :D She does love her elmo :P sesame street never used to have Elmo as their 'face', during my time I don't remember seeing elmo exposed as much :O

Anyways! She's growing up fast now you know~ her vocabulary is changing. She says things much more proper now. She knows a lot of songs and I'm not lying or exaggerating when I say she can move like Beyonce! she even smacks her bumbum x) I fear that she might have developed a slight cockney accent while she's in Cambridge =/

She goes like "wha' happen?" "wha' is that?" like whuuut~? hahahaha oh and she plays pretend A LOOOT. Like last time she pretended to be a cashier and then a taxi driver and she goes "I go now?"

I seriously think she's adapting her daily lives into like her imagination of play-pretend. Because that's what they do, go grocery shopping or go to town with the taxi so I think she's mimicking everything around her. When she isn't asking you to watch the same DVD like multiple times over or like when she isn't constantly asking you to run around with her and play house, she's great company! x) It does get tiring after an hour :p


(there she is with her pet bunny which she calls "Ani")

And on my birthday she called me up and sang happy birthdaaaayyy to meee~ X) like four to five times! I think that was like THE ONLY time someone sang me a birthday song :p yes, everyone else had forgotten about that x)

BUT, you know what's the best thing about her is? She's brave :D A lot of toddlers I see are scared of like spiders or snakes or mice or ghosts~ She pets them and think they're cute - she doesn't get scared :3 she even knows how to swim with just those arm floats and at the age of two! She'll be three next year and soon she'll start school ;)



(out at sea all alone! O__O wtf maaaan! - I blame the parents :p)


(okay, now she has a life jacket on *phew*)


(see! there she is with a lizard called 'belingkarung")


(*attempts to grab it by the tail*)


(swimming with arm floaters~)


(with her Dad holding onto a garden snake)


She does have moments when you get fed up because she's a kid and they don't listen or understand reasoning at times. But Aysya's got empathy, she hugs you and actually looks sorry when someone's sad or is crying. Never think she's a fool though, all kids are young and inexperienced but never ever think they're stupid. They have brains, so I find it really bad if other people try to trick them and stuff =/ It's not nice and I really dislike some adults who like to tease in an embarrassing way. It's stupid, don't mess with my niece's confidence!

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(with another even BIGGER snake! albino python)

And recently, she tried singing to me in the attempt of trying to lull me to sleep. So she sings "ya iyahaiya wah, muh amada rasuwah" cause that's what my sister sings to her if she's putting Aysya to sleep x) isn't that cuteee? and after that she sang twinkle2 star to me x) and she says "untuuuu~ lapas ni sleep ok?" HEEHEE. sweetness, that she is x)

Oh and she has this cheekiness in her that's just too adorable x) recent story that was hailed to us from UK was this:

My sister and her were talking and I think my sister asked Aysya
"Aysya~ mama ani lawa kah?"
(translate: Aysya, do you think mama's pretty?)

and so Aysya macam si banar, liat her mom's face banar2, like she was inspecting her mom's face really closely and said
"Mmmm....(pause while inspecting) tapi~ Aysya lagi lawa."
(translate: Mmmm... but, I'm prettier"

Then she has on this cheeky grin like she knows she did something cheeky and goes~

HEEHEEHEE omg too cute! x)


(enjoying the snow~ teehee)

Hmmm~ My niece is the best :p hahahahaha~ no matter whachu people say! :3 I just thought of blogging about her because I missed her so suddenly this morning :D Miss you baby girl! Your 'untu' loves you ♥ ♥ verrry much ;)

hehe... distracting myself!

1. Hi, tell us your name:
- Anis!

2. Are you old?
- Quite young lol. I am 20 now~!! wooohooo

3. who was your last 4 texts from?
- All four from Muiz.

4. who was your last 4 calls from?
- Muiz, Zatie (but was actually Nab), My sister and Izul ♥

5. your current relationship status?
- Taken! In a relationship~

6. does your crush like you back?
- say whuuut?

8. what is your current mood?
- Bored and... a lil apprehensive

9. what color shirt are you wearing?
- Grey with white sleeves :o

10. if you could go back in time and change something, would you?
- Oh yeah... I would have actually consider going abroad to study.

11. where was the last place out of town, that you went to?
- KK with my friends~

12. ever had a near death experience?
- was in a car crash in which the car was totaled~ so does that count?

13. something you do a lot?
- nowadays? Shit. hahaahahahahahha~ hmmmm :3

14. do you have a fondness for gnomes?
- weird.

15. who can/do you tell anything to?
- I'd say a mixture of my boyfriend and my friends ;p

16. name someone with the same birthday as you?
- Nabilah Suhairah Hj Awang... I think that's what her name was x) a classmate back in primary school.

17. when was the last time you cried?
- last night! cause of criminal minds :D

18. where are you right now?
- in my parents' room using their desktop x)

19. if you could have one super power what would it be?
- the ability to fart out hundred dollar bills! HAHAHAHAHA. aahhhh I'd be the only person who people would love having fart around them :p

20. what’s the first thing you notice about the opposite/same sex?
- opp sex? in this order: eyes, hair, height, smile. same sex? boobs! lol. and then hair.

21. who is your favorite celebrity train wreck?
- Britney Spearsssss~ she's a mess now, but she's still so lovable and her songs are still great!

22. what is a Saying that you believe?
- what goes around comes back around~~

23. favorite color(S)?
- purple. blue. grey/silver.

24. what is one thing that annoys you on tv?
- Cliff hangers! :( BENCI AKOOOOO

25. do you still like kiddy movies?
- if it's goooood~ what's not to like? :p


26. what are you eating or drinking at the moment?
- water and mirinda strawberry! lol I'm alternating them so that the sugar level is diluted x) hyukhyuk.

27. do you speak any other language?
- english, malay and a lil few phrases here and there from a whole lot of other languages! x) but they don't count :p

28. what’s your favorite smell?
- I like smelling him when he gets out of the shower :3 hmmm... siuk takul ia~ *lick* HAA. kidding abt the last part :p


29. describe your life in one word?
- everchanging.

30. have any tattoos?
- nuuuu~ but I have scarssss from childhood accidents and operations ;) hee I'ms o hardcore. You gotta admit! ;D

31. what are you looking forward to the most?
- Uhmmm... for him to finish his final year? and for me to finish my final year too x)

32. what are you thinking about right now?
- principle of management textbook... Muiz should be here any time now.

33. what should you be doing?
- studying.

34. who was the last person that made you upset/angry?
- Uhmmm.... Fiqah! hehehe oh I am so honest :p but no really, she made me upset last time~ like last week or sth..

35. what are you listening to?
- I'm partially deaf at the moment... =( right ear blocked. so if you want to stay bad stuff about me, please stand to my right! ;) I won't hear a thing :p

36. do you like working in the yard?
- uhmm.. no, but if I was paid for my services it would make working there much bearable :D HEEKHEEK.

37. what color are your nails?
- My nails are pretty, they're naturally long and they taper at the end and my fingers are awesome too ;)

38. do you act differently around the person you like?
- I show him loveeee and attention moreee than I usually do to others! hehehee that counts as acting differently right? :p

39. what is your natural hair color?
- charcoal black, yes, it's like thuper duper black!

40. why did you cry the last time you cried really hard?
- My friends wouldn't try talking to me or forgiving me, even after I said sorry and tried to make things better. Instead they avoided conflict and let the awkwardness burble on the surface. And plus my boyfriend and Syahmi said that they aren't being real friends... and my bf said if they don't care enough to make things better it means they didn't think I was their friend to begin with since they aren't very accepting of my flaw :D

Valid reasons right? :o That's like totally a slap in the face :) Especially after how I know we help each other and like bonded and shit when we plan eachother's birthdays and we played games and cooked and help each other with our work. But yeaaaah~ I don't really mind anymore :) I still think of them as friends even if they don't think I'm theirs~


You know, deep down, despite me not wanting to admit it. But after answering that question. I realise that I'm still a little hurt that they can easily turn away from me like that :( I miss them but they don't miss me. I know I have other friends who care about me and they're enough but hmmm... =/ still, it stings. It's obvious from how long that answer was :p huhuhu.. ah well~

bored..

¡ʍou doʇs ll,ı ʞo ¿uʍop ǝpısdn s,ʇɐɥʇ ƃuıɥʇǝɯos pɐǝɹ puɐ ʎɹʇ oʇ ɥƃnoɥʇ ƃuıʎouuɐ ɟo puıʞ ʇı ʇ,usı ~ǝɥǝɥǝɥ ,sıɥʇ pɐǝɹ oʇ ƃuıʎɹʇ uo ʇdɯǝʇʇɐ plnoʍ ǝuoʎuɐ ɟı ɹǝpuoʍ ı

Challenging yourself

There was a farmer who grew superior quality, award-winning corn in his farm. Each year, he entered his corn in the state fair where it won honors and prizes.

One year a newspaper reporter interviewed him and learned something interesting about how he grew his corn. The reporter discovered that the farmer shared his seed corn with his neighbors.

"How can you afford to share your best seed corn with your neighbors, when they are entering corn in competition with yours each year?" The reporter asked. "Why sir?"

The farmer replied, "Didn't you know? The wind picks up pollen grains from the ripening corn and swirls it from field to field. If my neighbors grow inferior, sub-standard and poor quality corn, cross-pollination will steadily degrade the quality of my corn. If I have to grow good corn, I must help my neighbors to grow good corns."

The farmer gave a superb insight into the connectedness of life. His corn cannot improve unless his neighbors' corn also improves. So it is in the other dimensions and areas of life!

Those who choose to be in harmony must help their neighbors and colleagues to be at peace. Those who choose to live well must help others live well. The value of a life is measured by the lives it touches.

Success does not happen in isolation; it is most often a participatory and collective process. So share the good practices, ideas and new knowledge with your family, friends, team members and neighbors and all. As they say: "Success breeds Success."

Malays lack this sort of winning mentality! EVERYONE IS SO KARIT. It's one thing to be kiasu and all, but gosh, annoying much if you're like that ah... Share the f-ing knowledge.

What's so great about being a big fish in a f-ing small pond ah? You think you have a competitive advantage by not sharing and teaching people? PFFFT! Sure, go on and keep on believing that.

If you were like, REALLY ambitious you'd want to challenge yourself. Try being a big fish in a bloody ocean or something! or just a lake xp hee... wow, I'm speaking in fishy metaphors :p I find that amusing~

My birthday is NEARING! Whoop whoop!

a grum' in the tum'

Just some pictures to whet your appetite ;) Grilled white and red meat with boiled veggies and potatoes :D along with creamy and spicy sauce

this was when I went out with my parents for Lunch the other day.

Brother's Beautiful Baby Boy

At exactly 8.50pm, my sister in law; Kaka Maya - gave birth to a baby boy~ :D He was a few weeks too early :') But gosh, such a beautiful miracle :3

I went all "ninja" wth lol and took pictures of my baby nephew :D teeheehee~






His name is only about 98% confirmed; It's Mohd. Aidan Rasheed :O But then again, I'm not too sure on the spelling either. Heehee~ But to me, he's known as Baby Aidan! :3

I just got home from a very long night :) *sigh* Was out practically the whole day with my dad doing errands and going places and then we went to go and almost visit my cousin who was also having a baby :D well she HAD a baby x) ahahaha so WOW! Isn't that just swell? (pun intended) my preggers cousin and sis in law gave birth on the same day~! two boy babies! :D Finally got back home at 11.

Birthday wishlist (ゝ。 ∂）

*AHEM* for those of you who are just DYIIIINNG to get me a gift *cou-yeahsure-gh* but aren't sure of what I want~ please look to this very helpful list for guidance~

(HAHAHAHA~!)

UltraSkin Cases! :D Yes, plural~ I want all THREE colours!! v(^_^) I am inclined towards pink and navy more tho :3


notice how the number is $50? Lol. That is the desired amount that I would like to receive, if possible :3

This nice weaved-leather bag. And in white :3 If it ain't possible to get me an SF, anything close to looking like this (but not gaudy) would be greeeaaat~ :D


A new duvet for my bed... along with it's pillow/bolster cases too of course... :D something lilac or lavendar ;)

An AWESOME dinner with my family :3 to celebrate my aging. lol.

to hang out with my friends :3 whoever you are~ heehehee~

The Cast of UBD's 7

hehehehe... sweet bah durang. They're all very nice people :3

L to R: Muiz, Amir, Neeza, Ka Eyrin, Liana
Back: Chi Hong

Today was the last day of our shooting :3


and then there's me... behind the camera. Lol

Brunch Babes

Wai Halu Tharrr~

Well, class got canceled earlier this morning. Thank God! My prayers were answered~ teehee! I was secretly hoping for it to be canceled. Good thing I was with Dd at the time~ Too bad we had to find out by ourselves, like we walked around the staff room of IHS looked around and texted people. Finally it was confirmed that we didn't have class~

So we were hungry, we both didn't have time for breakfast :p especially Dd~ but damn ah, we are so lazy, our class was at 10am~ it's not like as if we had to rush early in the morning :p She suggested we go to "Flavours" to go eat, considering it was like almost 11 by the time we got there, I'd say we had Brunch :p

Turns out the place was quite nice, though I'd have to disagree with the parking~ ugh~ Gadong's a bitch to go to. They barely have enough parking spaces there. BUT, as luck was on my side I found a nice parking spot nearby the restaurant. However, that's about the extent of my good luck for the day because afterward everything was baaad~! D:

But let's not get ahead of the story :p Here's a few pictures to entertain people with x)



me begitu serious sekali :p









Well so here's what happened... When Dd and I finished having our food I realised that my car keys weren't inside my bag :O I panicked and she helped me look for it~ Heaven forbid if I left it at the backseat of the car-- because that has happened before~ so we headed outside to the car.

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THE ENGINE WAS STILL FRICKIN' RUNNING! hahahahahahah~ OH MY GOSH!! can you say very careless? Thank God my car was still parked cutely there~ x) *sigh* We had a good laugh in the car for a good minute :p it's definitely a scary thought, but you gotta admit that its humorous :p teehee~

To top it all off, that chicka raped my phone and took pictures of herself with the secondary camera of my new phone! *snickers* Here they are... this is not all, but most of it is here :p

Okay, that's all! Goodnight :3

The hot pink phone ;)

*yawn* I can't sleep anymore... woke up in the middle of the night and so I guess I should just blog about the nice time I had today :D well... okay, not today, technically it's already yesterday X)

I spent my afternoon with the lovely Miss Nabila Serudin :p Lol, again we had sushi-- this time at Kaizan :D It was great, but lol I think I scared her with my driving-- as a result she turned into a nightmare! X) hahaha just kidding :p but she reminded me so much of my driving instructor shouting instructions to me if she panicked that I wasn't listening to her. LOL.

Oh and then we had Swensens :3


and I made cupcakes after that :) well I helped my sister make cupcakes because she had an office function thing so yeah.

well, let's see... I am getting tired... okay, I'm sleepy again.. .I think I'll end here abruptly. heh

Oh and the title of this post is inspired by this phone...


hehehehe "someone" brought me somewhere with the intention of buying shoes that day~ and she ended up eyeing this nice pretty phone. lol and I found out she's rather an obsessive shopper hahahaha~ cute.

Anyways! Goodnight! :3

Hi! haaave you met...

Dd?

Hahahaha apakan prasan HIMYM~ X) Hehehe.. So on Wednesday.. Dd accompanied me because she didn't have class :P kan babe? (sure~ hahaha) So she went around with me to help me do my errands... and in between errands we had a late lunch of Sushi because we were just too hungry x) So we went to the old Sushi Excapade branch in Qlap.

Oh oh! and one of my errands was to pick up my advanced birthday gift! TEEHEE! threeee guesses to what it is! :D
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Mwahahahaha I got an iPhone4! :D It's my parents' gift for me... As was my old iPhone 3gs :3 nyeehee... I love it when they indulge me like that. My old iPhone is actually still quite new. I mean it works fine and it's only been a year :O Hmmm... I think I'll keep it with me for a bit, before I decide what to do with the old 3gs.


Thing is though, it's awesome that I have this and all... But I bought the old one this really awesome casing :( and it cost quite a lot... and and... now I have to let it go because it definitely won't fit the new one =/ cheh... To whoever is reading this, that would be an awesome birthday present! BUY ME A NICE PRETTY CASING that's NOT GAUDY and obnoxiously bright... for my new iPhone :3 I bought mine in UK and I don't think they have nice ones in Brunei to be honest. its just those generic solid coloured ones. or those leathery kinds =/ hmm..



okay back to sushi-time photos!


I'm hungry now... =/


Used my phone for these (sushi-time) photos! x) it's so much better! I love it :D

ekekeke... sorry that I keep on joshing about the phone. But I do love it :3


...then I got home and did more work T___T); *sniffles* still so busy...

BUT, despite all that, I had a fun time with Dang Adilah :p